What does it feel like to be in a secret relationship?

I have had a crush on this boy for years and on some periods he had a crush on me. We have had a friendship since 1st grade. I’m gonna call him Mark.

When we were in 8th grade he asked me out, I agreed. We soon got into a relationship. Everyone knew we were together. Sadly that ended when our parents found out because my now ex-friend had told them. (Let’s call her Sofia)

Both of our parents were super angry when they found out even if we hadn’t been doing anything with escort service in Indirapuram.

My parents scolded me because I was not supposed to have a boyfriend until I was in College and they were mad at me for not telling them. I later found out that Mark’s mom did not like me and his father supported her.

I was grounded for a month and my phone privileges were extinguished for 2 whole weeks to hire VIP escort in Ghaziabad. My dad had a long talk about how it’s best to just be friends with boys.

It was a Friday when they found out. The next week I tried to talk to Mark but he just ignored me. It went on like that for weeks and I found out that he had blocked me on WhatsApp when I was allowed to use my phone again.

I was still hanging out with Sofia because I had no idea what she had done. I told her about everything that has happened and she told me that Mark probably already had forgotten about the romantic escort service in Vaishali.

On Valentine’s day I received a bundle of roses from a “secret admirer” looking more carefully at them I noticed that there was a little note attached to the stem of one of them. I looked at it. The note had strange symbols on it. After a few minutes I realized that it was written in code about escort service in Dasna. I pulled my phone out of my back pack and frantically started looking for a photo of the secret code we developed in 4th grade. After I found it (Lol it took a while since it was buried under all my other photos) I started to decode it.

It read something like meet me out back at 3pm. “I have something to tell you.” Seeing that it was in code I immediately knew it was from Mark. I remember hesitating a lot. Mark hadn’t spoken to me in half a year, he had blocked me, he was ignoring me all the time and he didn’t have any classes with me. It seemed like our friendship had no value to him. So I declined the invitation.

A few days later I got another message it said “you are avoiding me, why?, I really need to speak to you. Same place, same time.

Mark sent me another message saying “I know what I did to you and I’m sorry. Please come so we can speak in person about escort in Greater Noida.”

This time I felt like I had to give him another chance. My younger self would have wanted that.

I had never skipped a class in my whole entire life. Luckily I had P.E at 3pm so it was easy enough to make an excuse. I walked the way you usually do to get to that class and then I made a turn and ran to the meeting place which was behind a small tools cabin.

There he was: Mark. I stood there frozen. He was relieved that I had shown up. He started saying that his parents had forced him to break contact with me entirely but that they didn’t want to move him to another school because they liked the teachers and he also said how sorry he was and that he hoped that we could make up. I then hugged him. This made his voice start to shake. He hugged me back. After we pulled apart he mentioned that Sofia (the person I thought was my friend!) had been the one that had told his parents about our relationship.

After that we kept on meeting every Thursday at 3pm. Our meetings would last from 15 to 30 minutes. The best part was that no one suspected anything. We started dating again but this time in secret. We decided to change the meeting time because we were losing time of the same class every single week.

We moved the meeting time to the first break. I eventually unfriended Sofia and she never spoke to me again.

It was very tiring to be lying each day just to talk. Sometimes I wished we didn’t have to do that. But I guess it was worth it since I got to see him.

On the summer vacations we kept in contact via WhatsApp but we had to erase all our conversations after.

Years past and if I were Pinocchio my nose would have already reached the end of the continent because of all my lies.

About 2 months into College I told my parents that I was dating Mark. They were totally okay with it now that I was in College.

Later Mark proposed and we got married. We stopped lying all together and told his parents about it. They were pretty angry but they couldn’t do anything about it. I never found out why Mark’s mom did not like me.